urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deadofdecember Goddess Of Love April Ordoñez 2006-03-08T19:40:46Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deadofdecember:6188 2006-03-08T19:40:46Z 2006-03-08T19:40:46Z The Luckiest - Ben Folds Five <font color="#993300">Why hello there my darlings! Long time no see. As most of you know, myspace was down yesterday. So I really didn't have anything better to do, so I thought I would come back to livejournal a bit.&nbsp;<br />Nothing really knew happening in my life right now.<br />I'm in love with Rick Manilla..<br />Umm, I finally got a new job...Oh yeah, Sears.&nbsp;<br />I miss Gabrielle very much, she is still away in Spain.<br />I'm apply to colleges..I'm not going too far, I would miss my friends and family dearly.<br />Prom is coming up, I look beautiful in my straight black dress. Oh!<br />Pretty much I'm fucking happy. So, don't fuck up my christmas.<br />Well..I'm off to go hang out with Lizzy and Kevin.&nbsp;<br /></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deadofdecember:5947 2006-01-09T07:39:25Z 2006-01-09T07:39:25Z O-Zone - Numa Numa!! Though there has been shit...and hell, I'm content.<br /><br />He makes me smile, laugh, think,...he makes me happy.<br />When I fall..I fall hard...I pretty much just broke both my legs.<br />...Is it wrong that I've moved on so fast? ..Let's go with no.<br />&lt;3 Muah! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deadofdecember:3903 2005-11-15T21:16:05Z 2005-11-15T21:16:05Z Seether - Pig It's here I have never been.<br />I walked far up the hill to come here,<br />To find a place to stop.<br />To think.<br />To find peace.<br />To mourn.<br />The silver gate is open,<br />as always.<br />I place my feet inside and walk down the short path.<br />Tall trees shadow my small being.<br />I am so small.<br />I am nothing.<br />The path comes to an end.<br />A fork in the road.<br />In the middle lies a big rock.<br />I stand before it.<br />I hear them.<br />I hear them cry.<br />I hear them disintegrate to nothing.<br />Their faces have no names.<br />But I know who they are.<br />I know who they were.<br />A mother, father, daughter, son, brother, sister, grandfather, grandmother.<br />A doctor, teacher, store owner, prostitute.<br />I take a right, to walk.<br />A circle of trees surround a big open area of nothing.<br />I continue up the road.<br />I breathe in the fresh air.<br />It's so perfect here.<br />So cold out there.<br />I take paper, and charcoal.<br />I throw my sketchpad to the ground.<br />I trace their gravestones.<br />I look around and see many gravestones have small rocks<br />sitting upon them.<br />I have respect for them.<br />I walk around for a bit.<br />I pick up my sketchpad,<br />and carry on.<br />I walk down that small path again.<br />The air gets cold.<br />I can smell the anger of this world.<br />I feel it's hatred.<br />"Nothing hurts. Nothings right. I am nothing." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deadofdecember:939 2005-10-28T14:18:53Z 2005-10-28T14:18:53Z John Mayer - Come back to bed I thought all pain and hurt was swept away into the sea of nothing.<br />For I am wrong.<br />Your absence makes me weak, and your ignorance makes me bleed just a little more than before.<br />See how I look down upon myself when I am captured in my-self prison. <br />In my dark cell where there is no hope for a bright tomorrow.<br />All my mistakes rush fast through my mind.<br />What have I done?<br />When I am alone here, in search of peace, <br />all I hear are the screams of the ones who keep me away from you.<br />Why do I protect you? Here I am longing to be the in the arms<br />of the one who stops my tears.<br />But all along you were the one who made the tears flow from me.<br />I can't let this go.<br />Too late.<br />Let me bleed.<br />Let me be, in my misery.